_Marshmallowjelly.loves2#5

 5.1.2022
7MEN侍 
Sasaki Taiko
In our freetime 
Lately i have practice to play guitar on my own. No actually all my group are. 
My chords was very bad but compare to play piano i was clearly have some develop points more than the last month. But still i need more time to develop my skill.   Rightnow, our ranking are quiet close.  ( due to playing inst machine)
1. Rinnie 89 percents. 
2. Katsuki 72 percents.
3. Taiko 70 percents.
4. Taiki 69 percents.
5. Rei 65 percents. 
6. Reia 45 percents.  
I can't decide who is the best, maybe , just maybe i think i could get over Rinnie. The most toughed and difficult competitor of my life. Since my life not very seriously , you know i wasn't a serious type , it a little hard to beat him. Should i stop the shaking challenge and focus on electric guitars and study chords ? Definitely, but the matter is still time. I was hard to get used to something. I hope i have enough inspiration for help myself being more serious !!!!!  That's also my wish every year but never come true. >w< . I hope tomorrow or the day after i could get more serious and i can beat Rinnie. For myself sake of playing electric guitar. 

_romancemystery.loves2#5

  5.1.2022 
Aぇgroup 
Yoshinori Masakado 
I'm into radio Fm, i want to listen more radio for relaxing. 
But i can not sleep at night after all. No matter what i done.
I have go see doctor and he said i have stress because i was super busy. 
Several day after the new year eve i gave no chance to rest . That's why. 
I should sleep more. 
Still i want to listen the radio. 
What should i choose ? 

_suppinkiss.loves2#2

   5.1.2022  
Matsushima So 
There's a only group which in J have no variety show since we have debut. 
10 years and more have pass
It's us. 
Cmon. Give me a chance to shine on youtube ! 
Or another normal chance to play at television like our brother. 
I want it so much, feel like the media always cruel to us. 
I feel like we are the Dalmatians and the media is cruella.   
That's the true. 
It's happen to Kento once with BTS scandal. 
I don't want to mention it but we got nothing after all , only scandal left. 
Foreign fans and other fans are always cruel to us , even though we are doing nothing wrong. 
I hate them. Really sometimes just want to quit and disband all of members of Sexyzone but no one allow. 
How could we continue if no one going to support our music of our appear ? Maybe it the end of the road. 
They are boring, those staff are like zombies judge. 
I kinda have afeeling that they are backbite us alot. 

But if we could go back to Juniors we will never got any intimidating from anyone. Maybe it the escape also the best if they doesn't want us to disband. 
Or we will disband for real. I have discussion this to other sexyzone menbers neither my best friend in Jrs is Minato. They all agree with me. 
That's the world is so cruel for us. 
Should we spoken all ? Could this be the end ? 

Does it good to always spoken the truth but everyone are attractive to listen lies ?

_Melons.loves2#3

  5.1.2022
宇宙Six ~ Snowman 
Mukai Koji 
I'm sick. 
The doctor said that i need to rest more. I was wonder if myself have lately rest enough ? I should not travel that much. I was illness . I hope i could get well soon.